I had a quiet good Christmas celebration at home with my boys. It is a different vibe now that my youngest has become more distant, deeply eccentric and mildly disturbing ( playing piano sometimes till 1am and being angry /upset when asked to stopped).
The dynamics of my family had changed. It is sad yet I am not giving up...after all,  I am still raising them as courageously as I can.
I am sorting what I can with Gods help to maintain order and keep the love and faith to each other.
My visit  back home helped very little yet am so happy that I was able to bring him home with me.

My situation is difficult and frustrating at best. I know God is telling me to press on and always rely on him as I can never do it alone. May God's amazing blessing be known to my children as clear as the sky in summer.